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Music helps me in a way

Posted on December 29, 2006 - Filed Under personal

It’s seven in the morning and i am here typing away. Yeah i know some of you might wonder why on earth did i wake up at seven on a Saturday morning ? I had some crappy nightmare and got up just like that. I couldn’t sleep after that, i did try but my eyes were wide open.

I couldn’t shower either because the water is icy cold in the mornings, so i did brisk walking to warm my body up. I did take some pictures on the way but unfortunately i can’t upload, seems to be a problem with blogger. Anyway, i walked for close to 40 minutes and when i got back, i was sweating profusely. After resting for a while i hit the showers and boy was it great to shower 7 in the morning. I wasn’t even shivering.

The past two week has been so stressful that i have lost a couple of kilos. I have actually lost appetite and resorted to liquid diet. With that i have saved money on food. Not that i am trying to save for a new gadget but i just didn’t have the mood to eat. I was either in my room or tv room during weekends. So right now since i have a little more than 400 bucks thanks to my moodless days, i have decided to go to Langkawi after my finals >_<" Even with that, i might be tied down to Apple again for the holidays. I was asked to work every single day for 10 hours. Of course i don't mind the money and experience but the last thing i need now is more stress. Those of you in Penang, maybe you could see me off and on in any of the Apple outlets. I have been listening to my old compilation of songs and i would want to highlight something. Of all my songs, i only have a handful of Malay songs and they are all from PeterPan. Eventhough they are from Indonesia but there's something about their songs that sets them apart. Just a few months back, the Indonesian community attacked a few sites regarding Bollywood. Why ? Because at that point of time, their number one song on the bollywood chart was a photocopy from one of PeterPan's songs, hahaha. I just couldn't stop laughing reading all those comments that were written in so many sites and blogs condemning the music director who never gave any credit to PeterPan. Anyway, today morning my iTunes randomly played one of their songs and i am again hooked to Peterpan.

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P/S: I know the entry looks messy. I am just still in a dazed mood.